Awe you’re so sweet, thank you! Getting messages like this makes me so happy, I really appreciate it!
don’t let tumblr make you believe that
-smoking is cool
-being a narcissistic bitch is acceptable
-trusting nobody is healthy
-starving yourself will make you beautiful
-hating everybody is okay
- that working hard for grades isn’t worth the time
- that having mental health condition is a perk
- that self harm should be romanticized
- that abusive and codependent relationships are cute
- that not being in a minority makes you any less of a person
My favorite memory of us has always been that very first night. We spent the entire night together, and woke up and spent the entire day with one another. Waking up to you holding me was everything I’ve ever wanted. That will always be the memory I will look back to anytime I miss you.
Throughout our entire relationship you have stuck by my side no matter what. We’ve had our fights every once in a while, but no matter what happens we work it out- and that’s important. I love knowing you’re honestly here for me. Out of everyone I’ve ever been with, you’re the only one who’s been here for me 100%. You truly care about me, and I’ve never had someone outside my family who truly cared about me the way you do. You make me laugh and you make me smile. You hold my hands through the really difficult times when everyone else just runs away. You kiss my lips and my scars. You remind me everyday how much I mean to you. You’ve given me a lifetime full of memories I’ll never forget. You go above and beyond for me. I can’t thank you enough for the amount of time, money, and energy you’ve spent traveling hours just to spend a day or two with me. We don’t live close to each other- we don’t even live in the same state as each other, but you’ve made it your mission to make sure that it feels as if you live a few blocks down from me. You come to every single school dance I’ve had. You were there cheering me on during my chorus concert, and you were there watching me walk across the stage during graduation. You’ve let me drag you to every single concert I wanted to see whether you listened to the band or not. You’ve waited on line in the blazing heat or the shivering cold just so I could start off at the barricade, since I’m short and wouldn’t be able to see otherwise. You’ve taken me out to breakfast, lunch, and dinner. You’ve spent days on the beach with me, taken me out on romantic picnics, and simply cuddled on the couch watching movies with me.
Your family makes me feel like I’m part of the family. Even though your mom doesn’t speak English, she always makes me feel welcomed. She’s honestly the cutest and always so sweet. And your father always goes out of his way to make me feel comfortable. My parents love you. My brother is quite fond of you, and he loves telling you all his stories whenever you come by. My mom and dad think you’re the sweetest, and the fact that you put up with me amazes them.
All I’m trying to say is, I love you. I love everything about you. You’ve taken me by the hand and showed me a world that no one else has. On the days I’ve sat in my own puddle of tears and cried “I can’t do it anymore”, you’ve lifted me up and told me “You’re Rachel. You’re so strong. You can do anything”. You’ve made me believe in myself, and you’re always there to remind me when I’ve lost hope again.
These past (almost) 20 months have been absolutely amazing. Thank you for being such a wonderful and supportive boyfriend. I know I’m not the easiest person to be with, yet you treat me like a princess and nothing less. This summer is going to be one fantastic summer spent with you. We already have so much planned- warped tour this Sunday, our 20 month anniversary, splish-splash with you and your friends, picnics, beaches, pools, and so much more. I can’t wait to explore the world with you.
You are absolutely amazing. I love you Frankie.